1. |
Growing
03:07
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These empty streets and lonely nights
Will keep you until everything ends
If you don't change yourself
Why should anything change for you?
You want a better life
But have you ever tried?
Have you ever tried?
Have you ever tried?
There has to be a change in your direction
There's something wrong with your direction
Let's take your time and face your responsibilities
Don't let yourself wither
The rain will always fall but you don't have to fall with it
The rain falls but from that water you will grow
From that water you will grow
Never dreamed that your tree could bloom this way
Or that your life could become so much
And after all this rain you will learn new harmonies
With new colours in a world of black and grey
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2. |
When Home Means Harm
05:56
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Moving forward in slow motion
While memories pass in a time lapse
He jumps and screams against them
With expectations of someone he never wants to be
And he never learned to be
With his oceans full of tears
And his clouds full of anger
Abandoned hope buried by himself
Somewhere near his broken home
His father didn't listen and
His mother stopped to care
Somewhere near his broken home
Sleepless nights with abandoned dreams
These four walls are no place for him to rest
He says 'god knows I am miserable and I always will be'
He's lying on the floor of his room slowly breathing
While the street lights outside keep burning hopelessly
Trying to brighten up this lost place
Somewhere, somewhere
When his home means harm, god this home means harm
And all the demons in his head and in his heart keep eating this young soul
And between the lines of these songs he finds the bitter truth
That what kept him here was surely just his fear
It's true
I am the lock and I am the key
God knows I'll be miserable for years
I am the lock and I am the key
God knows I'll be miserable for years
This house is not my home
(And it never was)
This house is not my home
(And it never will be)
When home means harm
(This house is not my home)
When home means harm
(This house is not my home)
When home means harm
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3. |
Faded Lovers
05:27
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Would you take back all the time that we had?
Step by step you fall apart
You'll keep running
See, the devil's close behind you
That darkness on your mind won't turn to light
And self-reflection just amplifies the ache in my chest
Oh did you find yourself in the eyes of someone else
Or was my love simply not enough?
So hide yourself and all of your insecurities
I've tried to be there every time you've lost your step
And I still feel your touch, your fingers through my hair
So sad that you can't take me back
Oh take me back
Let me be swallowed by my sheets
So that this darkness may eclipse
Every memory of your face
So leave our story far behind you
And try to do your best
I'm breaking down
(I'm breaking down)
Under the weight
(Under the weight)
You've placed
On my shoulders
We are done
Aren't we?
At least I've tried to be there
At least I've tried to be there
But I can't carry you home
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4. |
Endless Echoes
03:05
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Believe me, I haven't slept for days
But I'm trying to find perfection in the imperfection
All I ever wanted was love
Not this depressing feeling
And these white oppressive walls
These white oppressive walls
Endless echoes taking me away
To places my heart would've never dreamed of
(We've got nothing to find)
We've got nothing to find
(And nothing to fight for)
And nothing to fight for
(But those stories that we write)
But these stories that we write
To find perfection in the imperfection
To find ourselves in the eyes of someone else
To find perfection in the imperfection
To find ourselves in the eyes of someone else
But I believe that there is always a way
Or an exit or just an opportunity
To find a stable state of mind
To become who you want to be
To find strength in life
To find perfection in the imperfection
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5. |
A Hard Truth To Tell
03:22
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It's a hard truth to tell
Now that you just look like someone that I used to know
The great depression is still surrounding me
It's haunting me like the moth the flame
And maybe the light that guided us
Burnt this place to the ground in the end
I'm so tired of caring for every person in my life but myself
That it seems that I never find the right words to explain to you the great doubts
That I carry with me my entire life and it seems that I
I push away and lose every person that means something to myself
Oh would you take back your curse?
And please stop haunting me every night
Take back
Take back
Please take it back and go find another light but mine
Please take it back and go find another light but mine
Oh was it worth the fight?
I still see you from afar
You'll never see who I wanted to be for you
It's a hard truth to tell
Oh was it worth the fight?
It's a hard truth to tell
Fuck
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6. |
Four Years
05:14
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I'm still feeling you when I look into your father's eyes
And I feel your love when I carry your mother in my arms
You've showed me that this life is so much more than the world wants us to believe
That you can feel true happiness whoever you are
You've found joy in the little things
And my little thing was you
They always say 'the good die young'
Now I know exactly what they mean
Your smile is just a memory
But it lets me focus on what's important
Don't let yourself die in a waiting room
The biggest borders are in your head
Fuck
Your pride, your smile
Your words, your mind
My hate, my lies
Your face, and my self-esteem won't grow
This life could have knocked you down
Your will was stronger than this sickness
Our time was so wonderful
I thank you for everything you've done
I never knew what a simple phone call could do to your life
And now you're gone and I miss you every single day
If I could spend only four more years with you
Only if I could
Only if I could
Just give me four more years
To tell you everything
Just give me four more years
I'll tell you everything
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Dispeller Darmstadt, Germany
Dispeller is a melodic hardcore band from Hesse, Germany consisting of five
young and aspiring musicians that got
together to create authentic and honest
music. The music of Dispeller aims to combine elements of Post-Hardcore, Metalcore,
Melodic Hardcore and even Black Metal, always adding their own unique twist
to create something new that sticks to the listener.
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